Wednesday, December 10, 2003
Sometimes I wonder what it would be like to be in true love with someone who loved you back. I've experienced true love, even felt it for another person....but I dont know if someone has ever felt it for me. I wonder what it would be like to be so in love that it almost seems like time stops when you're together. Someone who may not understand my problems, but tries to and is there to hold me even if they cant help. Someone whose smile is enough to make my day. Someone who leaves me random notes or stops by unexpectedly just to say they love me. Someone who I can talk to for hours and not even realize it. Someone who can make me laugh so hard it hurts. Someone who can read my emotions even when I'm hiding them. Someone who cares about me at my worst...when I'm down and out, a complete bitch, and impossible to get along with or even like. Someone who makes me want to be a better person. Someone who respects me and treats me like a queen. Someone who loves Jesus tries daily to follow Him. Someone who is real. Someone who is patient with me. Someone who makes time for me because I'm a person who understands love when people spend time with me. Someone who remembers little things about our time together. Someone whos not afraid to act like a fool. Someone who likes to get crazy and knows when to be serious and when to be immature. Someone who knows how to have a good time. Someone who sticks it out in our relationship even when it may not be going perfectly. Someone who can teach me what it really means to be loved. I wonder what that kind of love is really like.
